Past reflections

 I am alone at last,

Hidden away by the breath of the sun

This too will pass

As through my past I run

Emotions fall like leafs

And feelings tickle nerves like rain 

I want to breathe 

But all I get is suffocating pain

My mind is rattled 

Increasingly so useless and forgotten 

A soul combatant 

I wage my war against myself

Abused the sanity itself

I am alone at last

Or so I think lost in my past.